I feel like I am always dreaming of having an ideal vibes and relationships around my people, i.e. friends.
I do know it exists, but reality just pushes me back once after once.
I find myself so small in this world with people surrounding me, I can talk to them but sometimes I don’t feel relate to them.
It takes time to tangibly merge into a group, but I don’t seem like I am finding a group whatsoever. I have been so hopelessly trying to find something I can rely on, but everytime I don’t, or I can not depend on it.