Things are not working out again. Again.
This time, the stupid basic problems linger for so long are making my life collapse here.
Nothing is really turning out to be good, everything is slowly heading towards a down point.
I don’t know what’s the point of keep staying here.
My sleep is still very bad, it’s eating up my health. It’s like a battle every night when you try to fall asleep. My sleep cycle is completely normal and sleeping habits are as well, the problem lies with the noise, I can’t hear anything during falling asleep, and it’s apparent now I can’t really hear anything during the sleep as well. It’s like, my father’s genes are passing down to me and make me unable normally function anymore, I of course hate my parents, all they gave me was garbage. Their weaknesses are passed down to me exactly, my mom’s being weak, my father’s cowardice. And all of their shitty problems as well. My father has far too many problems to even begin with, many shitty traits are passed down to me, all of my problems are essentially not really my problems, because I never chose to have them at the start, they are all given. And I have to SUFFER FROM IT! It’s so fucking unfair!